Why

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

So why am I starting to blog? Why now? Why not earlier? Well, I don't really have a specific reason as to why I'm doing this at the moment, I mean blogging is fun ( I think), so why not? To be frank, I've always wanted to blog but my fear prevented me from blogging earlier in my life. Fear of what? Well, to be exact fear of almost everything, fear of making a post with terrible grammar, fear of making a post with bad contents, fear that no one is going to read my blog, fear of people ridiculing me for making a blog, but now I decided to not really dwell on it, I mean if I'm going to make a blog then I should just go ahead and make a blog. Because at the end of the day,

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life 

My point is, from now on, I would like to do things that would please myself, other people's opinions are important of course, but not to the extent that it's going to stop me from doing things that I want, it's my life after all C: 

Before this, I've always underestimated the power of literature. They're just words after all, what can they do? How wrong I was back then because words do have a lot of power, words can influence people, they can motivate, bring you down, make people fall in love with you, make people hate you, or if we were to look at the people who've written (or blogged) we would be able to see that literature indeed holds enormous power. One fine example would be Joanne Rowling, or famously known as J. K. Rowling, the author of the famous Harry Potter series, which won multiple awards, enabling her to rise to stardom. Or if we were to look at the local scene, we have akhi angelwearsgucci, whose blog has been both inspiring and wonderful to read, same goes to Dr. Nadia Khan, I don't know much about her blog but I've read a few books written by her and I have to admit her books are different from the rest, hope that I can be a better writer than her in the future or at least at the same level XD After all, no one knows what does the future have in store for us. Anyway, what do all of these people have in common, all of them are super good at  writing and through their work they have been able to influence and inspire a lot of people. Is this why I'm blogging? To become a better writer so I can influence a lot of people?

Well, I guess that's enough for my first post, don't really know what I've been typing but I guess that's what happen when you're typing after midnight, lame, dull, boring, unimaginative ideas would be lingering around in your brain, waiting for your fingers to type them so they can manifest in physical form to appear on this blog you're currently reading. Whatever, it's not like I'm writing to please other people. Well then, why am I writing? Who knows