Warning: Don't read further if you're not prepared to feel irritated. Today's piece of writing would not interest anyone and have no purpose aside from letting me express myself. Again I would like to encourage you guys to not waste your time reading this.
Have you ever feel like you're a purposeless nincompoop? You try to fit in a group of people, but you can't cause you're just inept at everything that you do and no one ever wants a burden like you around them. You tried your best but sometimes best isn't enough. Which is why I have always tried to help as much as I could so that people will not view me as a pathetic blunder of a person. But deep down you know you're a good for nothing scum. Haish. I'm sorry that you guys have to read this, I don't want to trouble people by telling them my sob story, only for them to scorn me and make me feel more miserable. Besides, bothering people with my problem wouldn't do them any good. It is not something that can be solved easily just by telling people about it. But of course, no matter what deep shit you're in you have to keep moving forward with your own life. You would perhaps expect the world to slow down or stop until your trouble disappears but life doesn't work that way. So even though you're in a predicament you have to comfort yourself by saying " I'm not ok but it's ok". But does it really work? Well, whatever I don't really give a damn anyway. Ok, bye peeps ngantuk pulak time tengah emosi ni hahaha I hope the sleep will take away all my sadness and miseries huhu.
P.S: If you've ignored my warning and read the whole thing, pretty please don't approach and talk to me about it, I don't like to discuss my problems with other people. I'm writing because I don't know what else to do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯