Random 3am thoughts

Often at times, we wonder about our past mistakes, and where we would be right now if that blunder of an event didn't occur. Of course, it would be meaningless to ponder about such things, as it only brings about grief and sorrow, not to mention all the time wasted by dwelling over such things. But somehow, the heart (and brain?) has an affinity towards reminiscing such grim occurrence 💀. It relishes taking a trip down the memory lane, despite knowing the horrible ending that lies at the end of the journey 😢. Maybe there are a few exultant episodes yet we tend to focus on the gaffes that we've made. It worsens when you're in solitude and in the dead of night when everyone else is in slumber. Perhaps it is due to the darkness and gloom in the surrounding which seems to aggravate it, becoming more intense as the time passes by 🕞.

Anyway, where am I going with this? 🤣 I've seemed to forgot what I wanted to talk about in the first place. Well, whatever I actually have an upcoming test next week and I'll need to study for it. I'm only writing this while waiting for my clothes to dry at the laundry. In any case, do pray for me and my buddies, till next time peeps. ありがとう ございます (Arigatou Gozaimasu) 📚😊