Please dont :'(
こんにちは
Hello
Tigers in the Sky - Baby Blue
sorry :/
old flame 🔥
decision had been made, you were never meant to be my date,
life goes on, hope you move on,
hope you're happy, cuz you deserve to be one sweetie,
wishing you all the best, wish you'll never be in any mess,
yes this is for you who used to be a thief, you stole my heart effortlessly i was in disbelief,
now you're just a memory, even though you used to be a significant person in my love story,
but i've got someone i truly love now, even i can't believe it myself wow,
she's someone i want to marry, a girl who'll always be my baby,
sometimes i wonder if you're numb, hey don't worry your time will come,
you were always a good girl, stay that way and remain a pearl,
whatever happens you'll always be my best friend, even if my love for you has reached a dead end,
i will always pray for your peace, leklok jaga diri always sis :)
f me
fun doesnt rhyme with life, but life rhymes with strife,
is that the reason why everything is hard, haish idk cause im a retard,
hope i can make it till the end, sorry im so complicated that no one could comprehend,
i know u tried to understand, why am i like this damn,
in the end all i want is for her to prosper, but instead of gold all i give is copper,
tried to run away from everything, but i know that wont solve anything,
tried to off myself but i always miss, maybe i should try harder only then ill be at peace
jom study utk pro, saja acah puitis
sad sad go away, come again another day,
if possible never again, cuz all u bring is pain,
feelings down the drain, everything i do is in vain
malas nak cek typo/habiskan yg kedua ni lalalalalalala
pelue keduo 🥺
still wondering how am i the stupidest & luckiest person in the whole world? 🤣🤣🤣 thank you god 🥲😭😭😭
loser, oetori, sen cheokhaneun geopjaengi ~
I tried to be happy but to no avail
In the wee small hours, I would wail
These days I am finding it hard to inhale
Even my skin is turning pale
Every night I drown myself in ale
I’m stuck in this state like a beached whale
I can only hope all of this is a fairytale
P.S. Bukan Keli yang type + Takde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati :p
Do You Remember?
Do you remember?
On our first date together you were late for our rendezvous
But when you came a bit of me wanted to scream yahoo
I wonder if it was the same with you
I felt a different kind of happiness that day I didn’t care that I broke my own taboo
Do you remember?
I felt happy when you said that I ticked all your checklist
I grinned widely without saying cheese
After that day I truly felt at peace
Every morning I will always wake up with ease
Do you remember?
Whenever you wanted a coffee date I never declined your offer,
Because I wanted another excuse to spend more time together
But now every sip at Jardin tastes sombre,
I guess the coffee that I drank with you will always taste better
Do you remember?
We went to the funfair once but I did not have fun at all
My motion sickness makes me want to scream shibal
But your presence helped me feel better overall
I guess you’re my happy pill after all, pal
Happy Anniversary (?) Not sure you remember what happened on this date [4-11-20XX not 5-11-20XX, terlambat post sehari I thought today is the 4th of November lol]
P.S. Bukan Keli yang type + Takde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati :p
Random 3am thoughts
Anyway, where am I going with this? 🤣 I've seemed to forgot what I wanted to talk about in the first place. Well, whatever I actually have an upcoming test next week and I'll need to study for it. I'm only writing this while waiting for my clothes to dry at the laundry. In any case, do pray for me and my buddies, till next time peeps. ありがとう ございます (Arigatou Gozaimasu) 📚😊
Trash
Have you ever feel like you're a purposeless nincompoop? You try to fit in a group of people, but you can't cause you're just inept at everything that you do and no one ever wants a burden like you around them. You tried your best but sometimes best isn't enough. Which is why I have always tried to help as much as I could so that people will not view me as a pathetic blunder of a person. But deep down you know you're a good for nothing scum. Haish. I'm sorry that you guys have to read this, I don't want to trouble people by telling them my sob story, only for them to scorn me and make me feel more miserable. Besides, bothering people with my problem wouldn't do them any good. It is not something that can be solved easily just by telling people about it. But of course, no matter what deep shit you're in you have to keep moving forward with your own life. You would perhaps expect the world to slow down or stop until your trouble disappears but life doesn't work that way. So even though you're in a predicament you have to comfort yourself by saying " I'm not ok but it's ok". But does it really work? Well, whatever I don't really give a damn anyway. Ok, bye peeps ngantuk pulak time tengah emosi ni hahaha I hope the sleep will take away all my sadness and miseries huhu.
P.S: If you've ignored my warning and read the whole thing, pretty please don't approach and talk to me about it, I don't like to discuss my problems with other people. I'm writing because I don't know what else to do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯